To Sync: You want........ but you.....

Sometimes....
You feel you are weak, inadequate.

You want to explode, but you can't;
You want something, but you don't know what is it;
You want to know the reason, but you just can't find it;
You want to say something, but you are afraid;
You want to know someone better, but you can't;
You want to treat someone better, but you can't;
You want others to treat you better, but you don't have the chance;
You want a better life, but you don't deserve it;
You want a better career, but you are lazy;
You want a healthy lifestyle, but you are not moving;
You want to be in control of temper, but you are not contained;

What is happening??!!
What's stopping you?
Well, I don't know what is happening to me.